Monday, January 08, 2007

Angry u

Angry u .......
as u shouted at me just coz you are in a bad mood.
anyway, you are the boss ma.
Angry u .......
as u switch my account to her without letting me know beforehead.
anyway, you are the boss ma.
Angry u .......
as u get mad whenever talking about money and be rude to me.
Anyway, you are the boss ma.
Angry u .......
as in your eyes, no one is good, you never treasure ppl.
Anyway, you are the boss ma.

Reli angry ...........................u!

Story ends

I know what I am doing.
I am trying to get what I want.
Some of my friends may think that I am stupid to act like that.
I have no idea. I just know I cannot sit still and wait.

and......it ends up with a negative feedback.
I know I shouldn't regret for what I have done, but.....of coz I did sometimes.
Then....I will comfort myself with my friend's words, "It's not shameful to show him/her you like him/her."

Anyway, story ends.

Give up agian

Take it easy?! But it's not realy easy to take it easy.

For easing my feeling towards him, I chose giving up finally.
Give up agian. it seems these 2 words never say goodbye to me.

I tried and of coz I still wanna try, just there's no supporting for my act.
I know I am not gonna get a positive answer and I don't wanna get even hurt.
So..........give him up is the only way out.
So frustrated.....
So down........
So. .....worry.....
so........sad.....