Give up agian

Take it easy?! But it's not realy easy to take it easy.

For easing my feeling towards him, I chose giving up finally.
Give up agian. it seems these 2 words never say goodbye to me.

I tried and of coz I still wanna try, just there's no supporting for my act.
I know I am not gonna get a positive answer and I don't wanna get even hurt.
So..........give him up is the only way out.
So frustrated.....
So down........
So. .....worry.....
so........sad.....