Sunday, October 29, 2006

原來芳心寂寞是一種罪

原來芳心寂寞是一種罪,傷人罪,兇手是我,受害人也是我.

第一眼看到,已感到很意外;再仔細觀察,仍堅持不去相信;最後,事實證明了一切,淚在湧,只是我堅持不能淌下.

就是自己不爭氣,總愛時刻傷害自己.

FInal decision - Stay

2006/10/27

I made my final decision today - stay to work hard even though I know I am gonna to have a much longer working hours, much more loads which may cause pimple face again, much more trips back to China, coz I got much higher salary than before. Haha!

Of coz, money is the main reason for keeping me here, but also my future in the company. I get chances to work with foreign buyers directly, handle quotation myself (of coz, I must get my boss approval on the price), deal with production and and shipment issues, visit factories.

It's time for me to learn to be a independent merchandiser, not a child girl anymore.